Thursday, 19 May 2011
Wednesday, 11 May 2011
Monday, 9 May 2011
WHAT ARE WORDS
What are words when you don't mean it when you said it?
Sometimes, I might be playful, but I treated your words as gold, as someone I can trust. BUT you, are the same like others after all....
Do not joke on something means so much to others, if you can't keep it, don't say it.
So, what are words? Just a combination of alphabets, that's all.
Sometimes, I might be playful, but I treated your words as gold, as someone I can trust. BUT you, are the same like others after all....
Do not joke on something means so much to others, if you can't keep it, don't say it.
So, what are words? Just a combination of alphabets, that's all.
Wednesday, 27 April 2011
Monday, 25 April 2011
Comfortably Numb
Hello,
Is anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me
Is there anyone at home?
I can't sleep
I feel breathless
I feel suffocated
And the worst thing is
I can't find my bloody self
Perhaps the wound too deep
Perhaps the scab too raw
Perhaps the scars too many
That I can't
I couldn't
I wouldn't
Lift myself up anymore
And I gave up
And I am lost
And I am fading away
And now
I couldn't find my soul
I can't explain
You won't understand
That
Now
I am Comfortably Numb
I think
I have lost myself
Totally
And I feel
I am Comfortably Numb
Is anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me
Is there anyone at home?
I can't sleep
I feel breathless
I feel suffocated
And the worst thing is
I can't find my bloody self
Perhaps the wound too deep
Perhaps the scab too raw
Perhaps the scars too many
That I can't
I couldn't
I wouldn't
Lift myself up anymore
And I gave up
And I am lost
And I am fading away
And now
I couldn't find my soul
I can't explain
You won't understand
That
Now
I am Comfortably Numb
I think
I have lost myself
Totally
And I feel
I am Comfortably Numb
Friday, 8 April 2011
Monday, 28 March 2011
Wound, Scab, Scar
Couple of days ago, I accidentally felt down and have bruises on legs, and of course wounded, not bad enough to see a doctor but still, bled.
The wound started to heal and formed some scabs. Before healing, it's itch, like hell. So, I picked on them, a few. Those scabs that I picked on are still raw and painful (somehow I enjoy the pain though, I think I am a sicko) and those that I left alone, are healing quite well and left few un-noticable scars.
Bothering the sore will delay it's healing. Picking on the scabs is likely to cause more scars from the wound.
In life, same rules apply. If you decided to put a stop on your affair/flirtation/relationship, walk away, don't look back, leave the other party alone. As time goes by, it will heal eventually. If love is no longer exist, why still give a false hope?
So, leave it alone.
But, how many people can do that?
The wound started to heal and formed some scabs. Before healing, it's itch, like hell. So, I picked on them, a few. Those scabs that I picked on are still raw and painful (somehow I enjoy the pain though, I think I am a sicko) and those that I left alone, are healing quite well and left few un-noticable scars.
Bothering the sore will delay it's healing. Picking on the scabs is likely to cause more scars from the wound.
In life, same rules apply. If you decided to put a stop on your affair/flirtation/relationship, walk away, don't look back, leave the other party alone. As time goes by, it will heal eventually. If love is no longer exist, why still give a false hope?
So, leave it alone.
But, how many people can do that?
Saturday, 26 March 2011
SAVE, SAVING, SAVED ...
People asked me, you should have a million dollars in your account since you are getting quite a high pay. And I told them, nope. In fact, I don't have what you think I might have in my account. If one day, I stop working, all my dependents' mouth gotta stop munching .... So, yes, I can't stop, till the day I stop breathing.
Where's my savings? Hmmm.... good question.
You don't save all these years?
Yes, I do. I saved, and still saving, I saved countless, animals' life.
Where's my savings? Hmmm.... good question.
You don't save all these years?
Yes, I do. I saved, and still saving, I saved countless, animals' life.
Sunday, 20 March 2011
You say, I say ....
Say what you mean, and mean what you say.
Sometimes, we receive mixed signals from someone, somewhere, anyone, anywhere, and lead us to cling on false hope. For the recipient, it's hurt, when the bubble burst. Therefore, when you are not ready to give clear signal to a particular one, then DON'T.
No Expectation, No Disappointment. So, don't go ahead and say it, and don't go and cross this line....
Do it only when you are ready.
Friday, 18 March 2011
I LOVE YOU
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
.....................................................
This is my all times favourite, and also our first dance's song, me and my partner.
I took our 6 years relationship for granted, I didn't make much effort to maintain our relationship. All these years, I spent too much time on work and too little time to spend with her. And I let our love fade away un-noticed.
Will it be too late to mend? Will it too late to tell her I love her not lesser than yesterday? Well, whatever outcome it will be, I will keep trying, without fail to show her how much she means to me.
And if I could turn back the clock, I will try in every way to show her every day, that how much I loved her, and she's my only one. I wanna whisper to her everyday, as if tomorrow never comes.
I LOVE YOU, BABY
FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS
REASON, SEASON, LIFETIME
Just came back from attending a dharma teaching, and reading my buddy's blog on unpredictable life.
People come and people go in your life, some people come for a REASON, some people come for a SEASON, and some people come for LIFETIME.
The important thing is, you learnt while these people leave their footprints on your heart, and everyone you meet in your life is a mirror, to reflect who you really are.
So, ask yourself, are you a REASON, a SEASON, or a LIFETIME?
People come and people go in your life, some people come for a REASON, some people come for a SEASON, and some people come for LIFETIME.
The important thing is, you learnt while these people leave their footprints on your heart, and everyone you meet in your life is a mirror, to reflect who you really are.
Reason, Season, or Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.
When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty;
to provide you with guidance and support;
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty;
to provide you with guidance and support;
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
— Author Unknown
So, ask yourself, are you a REASON, a SEASON, or a LIFETIME?
Monday, 14 March 2011
As Time Goes By
Today, March 14th, 2011 marked the 2051th day since we first met, and 61th month after our engagement. We walked through it, with joy, with hatred, with tears, with forgiveness etc etc. The important part is, we walked through it, hand in hand.
WHAT are we now? WHY you guys are not staying together? People asking me questions all the times. So, WHAT are we, I asked myself. I would say, we are walking into another level of relationship, which is having individual room to breathe, finding own space of freedom and yet, we still in love, deeply. That's matter the most.
So, here is to answer all your questions with ONE answer, yes, we still in love.
Happy Monthsery, My Baby.
WHAT are we now? WHY you guys are not staying together? People asking me questions all the times. So, WHAT are we, I asked myself. I would say, we are walking into another level of relationship, which is having individual room to breathe, finding own space of freedom and yet, we still in love, deeply. That's matter the most.
So, here is to answer all your questions with ONE answer, yes, we still in love.
Happy Monthsery, My Baby.
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